We often think, who am I. In my life, this was the first question to myself, when I was 13 years old. I was sitting lonely and I had this question. As I was in a christian school so I had a great faith in the lord, which is still there, but it has refined now. I used to think, if I am not born to this family where i have taken birth, then where would i have been? Why am I here? Why do i look the way I do at present? Why do I have such traits in my characters which are quite different from my family members?
These were few questions which I had. but, with the passing of time, these questions fainted, I got busy with my life, my career, my family, kid, husband, in-laws.
Then, a day arrived in my life with a challenge where I found that my dad was diagnosed with a tumour in his brain. I found it very challenging, I was in a place where any child would have found herself or himself in a state of confusion. The life had sent a challenge for me, I was not prepared for this challenge, though I was trying hard to understand and to face it but the things and situations went quite complicated, within a day or two of knowing about my dad's tumour, I came to know that he had brain cancer that too stage 4, where a person can never be cured even after many sessions of chemotherapy. The day arrived when I came to know that my dad left me and family and started his eternal journey. I was shattered with this event happened in my life. I felt as if there is nothing in this world which is fixed, temporary, I was curious to know about my dad. I had a thirst in my eyes to see him again, an urge to hear his voice again, I wanted to have him beside me, the way he was throughout his life, to protect me from dangers of challenging situations, to protect me, guide me, but everything was in vain as he was not there any more with me. This trail of questions were unsettled, kept growing each day with the upcoming events in my life. I started withdrawing from life, but had no chance of doing so. As I was in a family, was responsible for many things. The questions were there, they were growing, wanted to contact my dad. I used to ask god to help me. To my surprise, I started getting answers through various ways, may be it my mom, or some videos, or a movie or someone came to visit us and i started getting my answers. I take this opportunity to share about my experiences with GOD. He told me that he is one and he is taking care of me each and every moment. Not only me, he has his own ways to protect each and everyone. He has appointed some angels for each one of us on this earth. Each one of us are different from others because of our karmic accounts. There are seven realms that exist. Among those realms one is EARTH where we come to advance. Just like light, if we divide light we could see that light is made up of seven colurs, VIBGYOR , we have learnt about it in our schools. We all are made up of that light, divine being, we all have seven colours,some say chakras. Our god almighty, father is in the light form,so his children need to be in that light form. Its just as simple like a baby of a dog will look like it, a baby of a bird will be a bird, a man's baby become a man,sameways, we the children of GOD are in light form as he is a light himself.
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